ahem…
in connection to my previous blog,
did you know someone actually died striked by lightning? a college student, playing football, in SJ, at 7.30pm…!!
i just find it so scaryy…
thank god when i walked back in the rain i reached back safely…
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scary…
heya!!
im here stuck at The Web at college coz raining…aihzz!! its already late…7.00pm, and i cant go home coz the rain is too heavy, wind blowing like mad tornado…n woww…the lightning really makin some show man~! sigh…wat to do le?? i hv chemistry test tomorrow on EVERYTHING and im stuck here cannot study…plus hv tonnes of homework to do!! gosh…really sad man…could hv been different if i brought an umbrella with me…hmm…
so how hv you all been? miss each and everyone of you! cant help feeling homesick with ACS and you guys! hows life…form 6 started…how you all feel about starting school again? stressed? or happy becoz can meet up with friends again?? aihzz…so much to talk about…! gosh! the rain aint stopping…my god…thank god at least i brought some chem notes with me to study while waiting!…..
"disproportionation" cool~ electrolysis of brine, refinement of copper, extraction of aluminium…redox (Reduction and Oxidation process)…Cl2 gas react with hot/cold NaOH…exotic…form sodium chlorate (I) with cold NaOH, sodium chlorate (V) with hot NaOH…
haha…at least can study a bit~!!
………..wat the hell??
my god…stop stop stop stop the rAiN!!!!
the more i wait, the heavier it gets…
gosh….wat im gonna do??
anyone can help??
wah…
so sad…so sad! why din bring an umbrella?? stupido me~~~!!! ArGhhhhHHH… @#$@%!$@#%$#^&^*$%^Q#$!!@!….
aihzzz…
woW!! the sky suddenly went blonde…fantastic sight, wonder wat happened…hmm, but the damn shitty rain aint stopping!! wat the HELL???
aihzzz…
okok, do you guys know that NaOH can be used to manufacture soap, paper and bleach? and H2 gas is used to produce fuel, margerine, hydrochoric acid, ammonia? juz to help me memorise…haha~ do u guys remember that cryolite is used in extraction of aluminium? Al2O3 has very high melting point (2000 C)…cryolite Na3AlF6 is used to lower down to melting point to about 900 C and used also as an electrolyte…the cathode used is steel, and the anode used is carbon…and the carbon anodes needs to be replaced often because the O2- ions will be reduced forming CO2 gas there…remember? sounds familiar eh…haha~ the rain is not stopping!! n the cathode is also lined with graphite…for wat i dunno~…
i guess i stop here la…or not u all will sleep reading mah bloggie..
ok…ill do sumthing else while waiting for d rain to stop…God bless and gud night!!
buh bye~
I remember i once posted a blog about emotions. Now come to think of it, there were times where I had to face the bad side of emotions. Recent days were tough…almost everyday I face the pain of many kinds of suffering, mostly the emotional kind. Loneliness, pressure, sadness, anxiety…you name them. Well, there is nothing much I can do…but to say that ‘the pain will not just go away’…it is still here, roaming around me…
After many months of watching the Sci-Fi Star Trek - Enterprise, i was quite impressed by how they moulded the Vulcan character, more specificly T’pol, to those who have also watched it. They have given the character a whole new breeze of mysteries for the viewers to ponder on. At first, new viewers will be introduced to the Vulcan character as the Humanoid species that "doens’t feel anything" or "emotionless beings", but with the extra "LOGIC". This unique glow of the character caused me many times to ponder, and imagine how is it like to be a Vulcan. In other words, how my life will be like if it is to be ruled by logic, not by emotions and what kind of a person will I be if my mindset is not affected by joy, anxiety or any other kind of emotions. The task was not easy mainly because I am not a Vulcan but a Human being. Humans have emotions and they depend on God to use them (emotions) for our survival. I am Human, therefore I am what God has made me.
Later on the series, as T’pol works with Humans aboard the Human Starship Enterprise, her natural curiosity and sometimes admiration (in my opinion) on how humans are able to live with these emotions had slowly brought up the emotions suppressed in her to the surface. Here the viewers are gradually filled in with the truth about the history of Vulcans that the Vulcans were actually a hostile spesies, overwhelmed by emotions (mostly anger) and were unable to control them. Consequently, the Vulcan race became a mess and had come very close to annihilate themselves through their own actions. To overcome this, the Vulcans have devised a way to suppress their emotions so that they will actually have none and will not be in any way affected by emotions (actually the whole story is very complicated, which involves ‘Surak’, their so called ‘greatest leader’ whos teachings include many principles that helped the Vulcans to save themselves, and most importantly save what is left of the Vulcan race and teach them to understand what it is to be Vulcan). It worked quite well to some extent and annihilation was not to happen (Although their emotions are kept suppressed, there is a myth that a great number of Vulcans interpreted Surak’s teachings incorrectly, and these led to many restriction and rules that created lies, underestimation and deceit, in other words, the Vulcans succeded in suppressing their emotions, but failed to learn how to be a true Vulcan, ironic isn’t it? There is however a small group called the ‘Syrrannites’ who claim that they are practising the true teachings of Surak, and that one of them contain the ‘Katra’ - sort of a memory - of Surak). Life after that for the Vulcans is therefore guided and ruled by logic. Not only that, their lifes will be packed with rituals and meditations to make sure the emotions are kept suppressed inside them. For T’pol, as her emotions gradually rise up to the surface, unusual for a Vulcan, she became addicted to it. She injected small amounts of Trellium-D, a sci-fi element known to have the ability to stir up emotions, into her bloodstream. As time goes on, her usual ability and methods of meditations to keep her emotions suppressed became weak and gradually useless. The emotions she became ‘addicted’ to had turned into one of her worst nightmares, affecting her in many ways and areas of her life aboard the ship.
Knowing that life would not be easy anymore, T’pol has to learn how to live with these emotions and deal with them in order to survive. And the good news is that she succeeded in finding the ideal balance between her emotions and logic, teaching her how to actually deal with problems hand to hand and not run away from them.
What I am trying to imply is that we should not run away from our emotions although how bad and cruel they may seem to be. Be courageous, deal with them and learn from them. I do not know whether my analogy up there about the Vulcans had at all any connection with my previous blog about emotions, if not then just treat it as a little something about the Vulcan character la…hehehe…
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inspired by immanuel…
Praise ye the Lord,
all the nations, extol Him.
For great is His faithfullness,
and mighty is His love for us,
we come in adoration,
and sing His praise!
Blessed forever, Exalted forever,
Jesus my saviour, forever, and ever!
Holy Spirit come,
enpower us today.
Give us hope when hope is gone,
and fill us wil your love.
Bless us with your strength O Lord,
to proclaim your name!!
Blessed forever, Exalted forever!
Jesus my saviour, forever, and ever!
I Will Soar
Jesus you are, my all, my all.
Jesus you are, my Lord, my God and friend.
Hide me now, under your wings.
Shelter me from the storms…
And I will soar…(I will soar)…!!
I will soar above the storms!
I am strong, to journey on!
Lord Jesus, you’re my all!
