~Testimony
ahemm…..hmm, most of ya especially my dear friends whom I love very much..hehe…may be wondering wat the hell am i doin in friendster at this stressful time of our schooling walk…..well, juz wanna share a short testimony bout God’s love and grace to me…..
on monday morn, first day of d form 5 trail exam, i was juz so so so very tired and sleepy and had no confidence at all and sad and worried and had many many kinda weird emotions lah…….haizzz….was so scared coz i din manage to study for my history which i am obviously not good at…and i can’t think of anything…NOTHING…blank…my sight was so VAGUE until i wanna scream!! imagine the anxiety i had, somemore plus d WeIrEd eMoTiOnS i had tat morning, it was juz so……hmm…how to put it…cruel? ya…VERY CRUEL, y lah, must such thing happen to me at that place and at THAT TIME…when d exam was juz MINUTES AWAY!!!
so…tats d problem i had lar……but then ar, while in d morning assembly ar, they played some of d instrumental version of some worship songs tat i love very much…one after another…so amazing God is…he is SO GOOD…as i sat down without any hope, i heard the song Give Thanks, and remember the phrase, "and let the weak say i am strong" i was so touched by the songs that morning until i cry like a baby….aiseh, so malufying man, my friends looking at my weird actions and my face that i tried so much to conceal from them……but i wanna cry some more, i juz felt so much better as my tears flow, it was truely a wonderful feeling i can’t put into words, mayb some of ya that have been through this situation might noe lar….den after crying, my spirits went up, the anxiety and tiredness fled away….ahhh…so refreshed………..!!! alleluia! praise god! man, god is real, he is SO REAL!…praise him…i felt so BLESSED although i din do well in my sejarah paper,…aihz, but thats my fault lar, for hving no discipline at all to stick my brain on d VERY VERY BORING ’stories’ there…
remember my friends, God is GOOD and is always there to help you, juz cry out to him! god bless…
