Manna In The Wilderness

Emotions~?  some of my friends hate them.  Well, I understand why they hate them…hmm…not appropriate enough, should say, ’some of them don’t want to have them’, hmm…yup! This is because hate itself is a feeling, an emotion.

For me personally, I don’t want emotions to leave me, well, one reason because its one of the factors that cause me to go on…even the bad ones, the not so nice to feel ones…uhmm…i take them as lessons, preparations, realizations, to help me make the right choices in my life, and what I get most out of these is a tighter, and a more intimate relationship with the ones I love, even if the process seems tough…and ya, forgot…it also builds my patience (unless I lost control and killed someone or myself).  My friends say they don’t want them because they particulary don’t want to feel pain…more to the heart felt pain which most of them come from trials and obstacles in life.  For me, that sounds like running away, not wanting to face our problems.  Imagine a life without emotions, honestly I can’t imagine it, its TOTALLY different, a new world, full of new ways…I rather live in a world I am quite familiar with, than taking the risk of choosing a world where I don’t even have a clue about how it will be like.  A world without love…is as good as dead.

Without emotions, many things that has happened in this world would not have happenned…not only the bad ones, but MORE to the good ones…many people have forgotten that there is still good in this world…I don’t judge them, because a small stain on a large piece of cloth is so attracting to the eye, until we kept concentrating on the stain, and neglecting the area surrounding it. 

I guess what my friends is trying to stress out is that without emotions, there won’t be any obstacles and problems…well, I mean there WILL BE, and no doubt we will face them…just that we won’t KNOW and REALIZE and PAY MUCH ATTENTION that WE ARE FACING A PROBLEM…we won’t feel sad or anything, because we will not know that obstacles brings pain… we..just…just…uhmm… live our lifes like normal, doing stuffs, solving problems without knowing that we are actually facing problems…~ 

Well, in that case, we will also not know that friends brings joy, we just talk and talk…uhmm…probably talking nonsense, because we don’t know what are friends, that word won’t exist…we don’t need friends in a world without emotions…well, why should we need one?  we don’t need someone to pour out our feelings, or share ‘joy’, because there is no joy to share~~~ get what I mean? 

And in that case again…we will not be needing ANYONE…we can live alone…and I bet our life span will be much SHORTER, for we don’t have any emotions, particularly pain to tell us that we are facing problems and obstacles; which I have stated that we will FACE without our knowledge; that needs real HELP, COMFORT,  ENCOURAGEMENT, STRENGTH and GUIDANCE to overcome, so that we will be stronger to continue on!!  that is what our pain receptor does right, i mean physically lar, it senses danger to the body, and sends impulses to the brain so that we will feel something called ‘pain’ so that we will do something about the danger. (i can see in this point you can argue, ‘what if we are bounded, holded back, bondaged, until we cannot do anything to cease the pain, or to be more realistic, to solve the problem…?’ **this also applies greatly to heart-felt pains…to answer this, I will say, ‘in this case, you may not want to feel the pain, and I deeply understand why you don’t want to have emotions, but even if you don’t feel the pain, there won’t be something to strive you to seek for help or do something because it seems like the problem doen’t really bother you anymore, and its most likely that you will just leave the problem just as it is…this is exactly what I mean by ‘running away from our problems"!  =)…just tryin to see both sides of the coin…if you know what I mean)…well, without even the slightest idea that we are facing problems and obstacles, we will definately be trampled down by them (and also in this case, we will not realise that we are being trampled down…yah one point~some of you may bring out~ ‘not only emotions will tells us that we face trails and obstacles and others’  well, even if we KNOW that we are facing them, we won’t give a damn, because it doens’t hurt at all…and you may say "maybe we live in a world that even without emotions, we know what to do to survive, and because we know that we face problems, we will know what to do to overcome them’…hmm…well, in this case, i’ll just say that you have totally become a robot…= ) ).

oklah, enough of this crap~!!   

Haizz…so complex and confusing, until I don’t even know the point I am trying to say…but I know its in me and I know that I know its true…well, ‘thats my point of view’, I thought to myself…as surely my friends will say the same thing to me…aihz…i don’t know, a dry life, no emotions?   I just cannot imagine how it will be like, for even the world is made by someone that is full of emotions~  confusing trying to figure out this…this…thingy………hey guys, hope I did not hurt ya~ well, if you are still able to be hurt…= )…oOPPpppSSSs… hey really, no offense and I love ya’ll just as you are~…God bless ALL OF YOU!!!

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