Stress……
gosh…exam is really near! I can really feel the tension and the anxiety not only in myself but also in my friends…..
aiseh……sometimes I feel really bad for not utilizing my time to the fullest, in studies wise lar…always waste time on the computer doing nonsense in frienster, msn, shareaza (even now as I create this post), sticking my fingers on the piano and the violin for 2-3 hours, watch the same musicals over and over again……
man, the bad feeling really hurts…the thing is, I know that the feeling of guilt will only leave me by sticking my brains on the damn books, and not wasting precious time doing things unrelated to exams…(eh, mind you that worshiping and praying to God is related to exams in the sense that I cannot do well without Him = ), so……don’t get the wrong idea, ‘kay?). aihz, but still I don’t use what I know, instead I let the temptations around me to pull me down…
I guess the agenda here is discipline and good attitude…I just pray that God will help me to be more disciplined and firm when it comes to studying, to concentrate and not too often wonder off to ‘Carnegie Hall’ or anything like it. I pray for a mind of quick understanding, so that I would not have to crack my head for a long period just to understand a sentence, but will be able to finish studying what I must in time…! haiz, I’m sure most of my friends are also facing this problem at this time of the year…well, haha, at least I don’t feel that I am inferior to my friends…
Well, this coming monday is the add math quiz, and there are many other quizes coming on their way…trial is just at the corner, and at last, SPM…! God, help me……without you, I know I’ll be dead years ago, you have helped me through many, many narrow paths, and there is no reason why you shouldn’t help me this time.
TO ALL MY FRIENDS……MAY GOD BE WITH YOU, AND HELP YOU IN YOUR COMING EXAMS, QUIZES, INTERVIEWS, OR WHATSOEVER…JUST REMEMBER THAT WITH GOD’S HELP, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE……! AMEN!
July 10th, 2005 at 6:18 am
eh, not everyone feeling the urge to study lar, i tell you the truth lah, i feel very scared you know, when everyone is talking about exam i am still playing computer and things that waste my time. sigh…. though i am scared, but i am still wasting time. I want to study but then i dont…. aiks….
nvm, God will help me de… and one more thing… do your best in your QUIZ!!!!!!
July 14th, 2005 at 4:10 am
What !!!!@@@@@????.. u call this stress?????… wait till come to my era .. and u will know wat is stress!!!!… well, to me , better appreciate wat had left in ur last yr of high sch!!!.. well, i really miss all those yrs in my high sch … no need to stay up late to study , can still study last min( dont take this as advice.. it is bad for u !!), can still go out for movie, play computer, catching all those chinese tvb movie , chit chat on the phone for very very long hours and bla bla… i think i know why thr is a lazy worm inside u … ehem .. ehem … let me tell my diagnosis…. kekkek
PROVISIONAL DIAGNOSIS: i guess u are very strong in ur knowledge wise and u had covered all ur subjects properly and all u need is to relax for some time b4 u can touch or settle down with ur books again. Hey, not everyone can read or study for 24 hours
July 14th, 2005 at 4:18 am
continue…… not everyone can study 24 hours in 365 days.. ( this ppl i will call them psycho)..
Treatment: just relaxed urself .. it is not wrong to play ur piano and ur violin and ur bla bla.. these wont give u any harm to ur studies.. it gving full relaxation and recovery to ur brain b4 ur brain can start working again… but dont dont play until the last minute lah ..
FINAL DIAGNOSIS: lazy worm crawling in ur brain and utilizing ur brain for it’s meal !!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
July 14th, 2005 at 9:51 am
hhahahahaa….!!!
well well, i think those excruciating days in India really paid off…haha
I’m sure u’ll be a fine doc, all d best!